cellosweetheart

Hey!!!
It's been a really long time since I last updated my livejournal...Lots of stuff has happened in my life...

First of all..let's get rid of the sad news first...My grandmother died of Colon cancer...she's had it for a long time...and it's actually a lot better now for her because she was a shell of her former self...it was betterr that she is finallly gone and no lonmger suffering...


that's alll I can think of now...update more l8ter...


<3 Sarita

Rafa lost in Hamburg..... 0-6, 6-2, 0-6 to FEDEREREREREREER!!!! Thusly endeth his 81 game winning streak on clay... :-(...

Gotta loose sometime...beter now than in France.... that's what I gotta say....


Sarah

Rafael Nadal is in ROME!!! I was in ROME!!!! Sooo COOL!!!!

I'm still alive...I've been too frickin busy todo anything other than school, civic, and sleep...I have madrigals tonite...and a play this weekend...YAY!!!!! We're gunna be frikkin AWESOME!!!! ACHOOOOO!!!!


I'll explain later...

Sarita

I just checkked the SAT dates...and Im gunna be away in march and I cant take the SAT II cause im gunna be in germany...help?

Hey...
I have mock trial.....sad news... we lost soccer 1-0....yesterday was national hug a soccer player... have you hugged one today???? I havent.....

Sheads tear...
update later....

I MADE MADRIGALS!!!!! YAY!!!! What's madrigals? It's a select singing group that has toured the WORLD!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! That's it... um...yea... i gotta go to chorale.... BYEEE

School is in....YAY!!!!!!!!!!! *wipes off hands due to the dripping sarcasam* (I didn't spell sarcasam rite did I???)
I<3RAFA!!!!!!!!!!! thats it.....I want fudge.....no new info with anything....

Hola todas...
I am really bored like always... So...um neways...i think I kno what i am gunna do w/ my guy friend... I just have to tell him how i feel....it's just easier said than um...well said.... i have to worry about timing and stuff....i finished cleaning my room...YAY!!!! it's sooo pretty....woo hoo....neways... i am gunna go to teh bank....bbl...
<3 Sarita <3

It is really hot again....guess who cleaned her room today....it took 165634551+43.46343. hours..... it sucked....it was gross... neways...
i am bored.... and i dont kno wat to do about my guy friend...
oh well
sarah

I am boredd again...so i am writing.... I need to figure out if i am heading into more than friends territory with this one guy... hopefully I'll kno by the start of the year.....cause i reallly gotta focus on school....damn it is really hott out.... neways..... yea..... now flloyd landis or however you spell his name is accused of doping...thats not cool... oh well....
bored...and sweaty....
sarah

i really need to find time to update my journal.... since my last entry... I went to see Click and it was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEa..... I wrote some more poetry... but its in the car...it's really good... i think if i fdidnt have my poetry I wouldnt be over Chuckie....so thank god for poetry.... Other than that...my life is the same pretty much...If you want to hear my poetry...come to a slam...... Here's a catchy rhyme I wrote the other day when the ppl were saying that Rafa was doping

Vive le France!
Vive Rafa e Lance!
Boycott Le journal du Dimanche!!!!

That's the paper that said rafa was doping....wowo......short attention span...YAY!!!!!


Neways....I'm bored and I gotta go


Mucho Amor

Sarita

Hey,
Maybe its tiredishness speakingm but I think I am finally over chuckie... I mean its not like we're ever gunna see each other again neways... He missed his chance...I mean it's not like he was my only option... There was this one guy in Berwick who was like checkin me out and flirtin' w/ me....and he's a rising frosh in college... I still dont kno wat to do about the other guy tho... cause the only times I could talk to him were when my other friends were around and that's kinda awkward when one of your friends is after him like that too... Neways... .yea... that will figure itself out... Now I'm done w/ PAI and I have free time....and I just finished teaching Vacation Bible School yay!!!!! Chronicals of Narnia is awesome.... I really wanna go see Click w/ Adam Sandlar cause he is piss-your-pants funny... yea.... neways... I am sorta tired.... so I shall stop writting

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

now stuck in my head.... ( i didnt type that... i copied it)


I did 100 crunches today and 100 yesterday... my abs hurt....


ive written some more poetry..but its in the other room... I'll get it later
here's one from my fictionpress (yellow_princess_14)


it's called WTLB (Words To Live By) and it expresses (somewhat) my feelings about Chuckie...

WTLB

Forget the times he walked by.

Forget the times he made you cry.

Forget the times he spoke your name.

Remember your feelings aren’t the same.

Forget the times he held your hand.

Forget the sweet things if you can.

Forget those times and don’t pretend.

Remember now, he’s only a friend

Someone once told me

But,

I can’t, I won’t, it’s too hard.

One day together,

Another, another

I thought we were forever.

One day apart,

Another, another

More aches for my heart

Guess the words are right,

The facts, I can’t fight.

Now I’ve got new words to live by,

Even though they make me cry.

Forget the times he walked by.

Forget the times he made you cry.

Forget the times he spoke your name.

Remember your feelings aren’t the same.

Forget the times he held your hand.

Forget the sweet things if you can.

Forget those times and don’t pretend.

Remember now, he’s only a friend.


byeee

Sarah

Hey,
Today is Emo day at PAI. I feel apathetic... lol... I am the least emo-ish person ever!!!!! So...umm... i just wanted to put that in my lj. No new developments with either of my love life issues... oh well.... C'est la vie.
I am bored... and I gotta go eat lunch now....

Bye

Hey,
Im really bored... i haveta go to pai tomorrow...*tear tear*.... Rafa lost... but he didnt expect to get there for like 3/4 more yrs...I dont kno nemore bout the whole situation cause someone isn't replyin to my comment on myspace... ouchie... *tear* The concert was awesome...you all should have been there...sorcer's apprentice rocked hard core.... i cant believe i just said that...
IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN 50 1st DATES W/ ADAM SANDLAR....SEE IT PRONTO!!!!!

neways... yea... ill find something better to write about when im not tired....
byee

Hey,
I dont have theory today, so I thought I should update my livejournal... that and it is way too sunny to practice quartet outside... So... umm.... there's nothing really to say today... other than HAPPY FRIDAY!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I love Fridays!!!! Neways... yea... VAMOS RAFA!!!! When (notice the When not If) Rafa wins today... he will face Fed. in the Wimb. Championship... I will be sooo effin happy when he wins... notice the WHEN..... Wow.... completely random shit... neways...

I really need to stop thinking about ______ (i've left his name out... but if you were around at Diverstiy, you'll kno who I'm talkin about...) I mean... the more I think about the shit he pullled... the more and more angry I get... I really think its time to move on.... but I cant cause I absolutely hate it when people are such bastards.... it really sux ass...

Completely random rants are fun!!!!! Yea.... i'm really tired so if this livejournal entry doesnt make ne sence... its not my fault.... i really need to take a nap...

I really want to write a poem... so I am gunna... I'm gunna write it right now... so if it sux i am very very very very very very sorry..


Love is...

Love is painful
Love is soothing
Love is sour
Love is sweet
Love is superficial
Love is blind
Love is awful
Love is amazing
Love is nowhere
Love is in the air
Love is simple
Love is confusing
Love is anguish
Love is bliss

Love is evasive,
for I cannot capture it.
Love is painful,
especially when it's not returned.
Love is confusing,
and I usually mess things up.
Love is too hard,
I quit.



Yay... this other stuff I wrote is just some stuff that is floating in my head...



I've never had that special someone,
you know what I mean?
That guy that you can call your own.
It's been evading me for so long.
I just don't know
If the time comes,
If I'll know how to love,
in that way.



I want to write another poem...this is just another random love poem...cause i cant write nethin else...at least it's the beginning.... please dont steal it... i cant come up with the rest of it rite now

Flowers wilt and die if they never see the sun.
A song fades away if it is never sung.
A love wilts and dies if it is never begun.



I am really bored... and that was one heck of a long entry... oh well...it's all good...

tootles for now
<3 Sarah <3

Hey,
I just finished hell... opps... i mean chorus... I dont have piano class today so I have another huge gap of time... yay free time!!! Now, to finish what I was saying earlier about the "Chuckie Pound". I created this dance and I explained what it was about... and I was in the process of babbling about how angry I was before Q told me it was time to go to god awful chorus.

I was saying how much it sux to be hangin out with a guy one on one and then having him ditch you for another girl he just met. I'm gunna put it all out here... and... the thing is he doesn't know I feel this way... but he will if he reads this and then he'll um... know.... yea... anyways....

I was at this week long diversity camp at Misericordia... it was really really fun.... I made a bunch of new friends there and we all hung out together... then.... i dunno how... but me and one of my friends started hanging out alot one on one... you kno... as "friends". So we're like walking all over together and stuff... and you kno... being as stupid and naieve as I am...I thought it was going somewhere... then some other girl asked him to hang out with her and he did... but while they were walkin' 2gether (arm in arm) around a track, he saw me and started to run laps with me. Once we got out of her hearing us, he was like ___________ is such a disease, she's really annoying... and stuff like that... anyway... i thought he just said yes to hang out with her to be nice and stuff... cause that was the only time I saw her and him together... but towards the last few days... he started hanging out with the other girl he called a disease... and... the part that really sucked... he wanted me to teach him how to salsa.. and I did and one night when we were walkin around together... we were in a quiet room salsa dancing together...like staring deeply into each others' eyes and stuff like that... but anyway... he ditched me completely... and went with her.. :'( and I was like.. you worthless piece of trash... I have a bunch of pics with him and my friends... and now i just wanna burn them all... cause this really pissed me off... yea... Can anyone help me fix this... like how should I try to make him understand how I feel about what he has done to me??? I need help..


Now that that's off my chest... VAMOS RAFA!!!! YAY!!! I am a huge Rafa Nadal Fan... I <3 Rafa!!! and he NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER used steroids... that is absolutly impossible!!! If I were in France, I would boycott the paper that said it so rite now... I encourage everyone in France to boycott the paper that is damaging Rafa's reputation... cause it's stupid....


I am bored... I shall go now... tootles

Hey,
This is my first entry here at livejournal!! Woot Woot!!! Neways... yea...I'm really bored cause I have a huge gap between lunch and chorus at PAI. I dont wanna go to chorus cause its not fun... yea... excuse my poor grammar and lack of capitalizaton... I have a concert this saturday... woohoo!!! We're playing the Sorcerer's Apprentice and cool stuff like that... You know what I really feel like doing right now??? I feel like doing the "Chuckie Pound" to Yeah by Usher. What is the "Chuckie Pound"? It is a dance step I created at a dance when I was really mad at someone cause he was being a bastard having me shutterbug for him while he went and danced the whole nite with this other girl, EVENTHOUGH we spent sooo much time together one on one... Anyway... the "Chuckie Pound" involves punching your fist into your hand and shakin' wat yo mamma gave ya...

Shit like that really irks me... when a guy acts like he's into you and then just completely ditches you for another girl who he's only spent time with for like two days or such...it is just really annoying....

I gotta go... it's time for me and Q to go to Chorus... save me... lol :)